The Smoke of Damocles
December 3, 2010 at 5:54 AM | Posted in Personal Development | Leave a commentTags: Knicks, Madison Square Garden, Pete Mularchuk
As I lay in bed my heart pounded and if this was a cartoon and not real life, my pajama top would have looked like a tent going up and down. I thought I was about to have a heart attack.
It was October 25th, 1975 and it turned out to be the most important day in my life. At twenty-five years old I was an over-weight salesman who had adapted to the habits of that life in those days which included coffee and doughnuts in morning and drinking later in the day. I was average as far as these things went.
What was somewhat different from others but by no means unique was that my father had his first heart attack when he was in his early thirties and had several since. In 1975 he was still alive and my second thought was that I would go before him and as ill has he generally was, that was ridiculous. My father’s health had been a sword of Damocles over me since the day, as a young boy, I opened the door to our house and saw him pale-faced. A man, a good Samaritan, had taken him home after an attack.
On that October night I had been to a Knick game with my friend Pete Mularchuk. In those days you could smoke at Madison Square Garden and I did, though growing up I thought that it would be the last thing that I would do. After the game we went to a diner and I bought what was to be my last pack of cigarettes, Pall Malls. I smoked half of one and put it out. My throat was raw.
As I lay in bed, scared as I had never been before or since, I swore that I would never smoke another cigarette and I haven’t.
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